Wow, it's been a loooooooong time!
Do you ever ask yourself why?
Why me?, Why not me?, Why am I struggling?, Why am I not satisfied?, Why? Why? Why? Why?
That is the question I am asking today. I recently had an epiphany, I have the most amazing, perfect husband and I am satisfied being His wife until He provides me with the man that He has for me. So, why, when I get super exciting news about a friend getting engaged, that I get sad, angry, and frustrated with where God has me. Not more than an hour ago was I completely satisfied being single and now I feel like I am starting in square one again.
God is the most important relationship I have so, why, is it the first one I turn my back on?
Does anyone understand?
That's all for now, just questions and thoughts.
I will update soon.
Kelley
No comments:
Post a Comment